Trying to organise things

14 years

Inspired by the lovely Hannah and Kara, I have been trying to organise myself lately. There are many things that have gone PLOP when I had great ideas (primarily my studies this year, grr) of archiving many goals this year. I am in a bit of a rut at the moment, and my Dad being taken into hospital today hasn’t helped me feel motivated to do much at all, when I really want to do things, but can’t force myself to move. Poo.

At the moment I am not sure how Dad is going, they haven’t run any tests on him yet (grr), but I will find out tomorrow. I hope he will be okay.

I have been having a lot of ups and downs lately. I keep dreaming about my Nanna that she is alive and wake up realising that she isn’t and I become really upset. I have been having dreams about her every second days. I know it is wonderful I get to see her, I just wish it wasn’t so upsetting.

So anyway, I am trying to make lists, focus and work out what I need to do. Hopefully I will find a way when my brain decides to work, yay. :0

I also want to make a new theme and edit the categories for the blog, they are such a mess. Blah. :x_x

3 Responses

  1. cute giraff!! Now that I’ve got that out of chest, I’m really sorry to hear what you’re going through. I can understand. I hope everything is okay with your dad. I hate the feeling of waking up in hope, but then it’s actually reality that you’ve waken up to instead. =( But I hope you find something that will keep you going =)

  2. Oh! I see you wrote this a couple of days ago. How’s your dad going?
    I always think about my grandmother much specially now that I’m living in the house she used to live.

    Hope you can achieve everything you have on your plans!

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