Sometimes things have a way of shocking you. You feel so much is going on, then a huge suprise jumps in and it can really shake things up. On the spirital side of things, it’s really moving quite fast and I feel that I am doing okay. I will be speaking to my new friend again today, so that will be really great. A few days ago I was crying and trying to deal with this whole ‘thing’ but now I am feeling a lot better. I can’t say what it is, because I have to respect peoples privacy.
I have been playing the guitar again! I hadn’t played it in a million trillion years and when friends came over last weekend one tuned it back in, and I was inspired to pick it up and try and remember how to play some old songs. I never really learned a song all the way through, and it has been a while but I think I’m getting the idea of Time Of Your Life by Green Day. We played that in school so many years ago, the first one I ever learned. Sometimes I will just sit with the guitar and randomly strum away while I let words flow from my mouth and just sing, not other peoples songs, but something of my own, perhaps that is flowing deep inside. It really is such a relaxing and amazing thing to do. It makes a weight lift off you. You don’t have to worry about how good or bad your singing is (and I say this as someone who is not a very good singer, and only wishes they could be, haha).
Three books arrived yesterday, I was happy and suprised they arrived so fast. Now I shall just wait for the others. I also will mention briefly that I am working on a new theme for the site. It will probably keep a lot of the basics of this current one, but will have my own images and other improvements that I feel should be added.
For now, that is all. I am feeling a tad hungry. I also apologise for not replying and returning comments. I do have every intention of returning them later today. A naughty Kya I am. 😮
Hmm…maybe picking your guitar back up helped bring up your new mood? I know when I started webdesigning again, I almost immediately found myself happier and more relaxed. I don’t know why, but it did. And still does for that matter. 😛 I’m glad you did pick it back up though. I know my boyfriend loves to just pick one up and start strumming away random chords and notes. You can tell by looking at him how wonderful it feels. I used to play, but I have like ridiculously tiny hands and can only play on a beginner’s guitar well. I can’t reach the last string on regular sized guitars. haha I’m a loser, what can I say. 😛
Wow! Your books arrived already?! Holy crap. Then again, I JUST ordered a Christmas present for my brother from HotTopic.com on like Sunday, and I got it today. And it definitely couldn’t have been easy to pack and ship. Can’t wait to see the new theme. 🙂 I have two themes on the back burner, ready to be put up when I get a spare moment. I’m just too content with my current layout to really feel it necessary for a change. Hm. I am also quite hungry. I’m going to get a snack and go to bed. 😛 Enjoy your day Kya! (it’s so strange that you wake up when I go to bed… :P)
PS Don’t apologize for not returning comments. You’re a busy girl. 😉
No worry for not returning comments, people can be very busy and tired sometimes. 😉
We have a guitar at home and Lolz, because we’re not using it. I’m *stupid* (bluntly) to learn how to play it. Haha. Impatient Yvette. 😀 And yes, playing the guitar can sometimes be a way of relaxation.. especially when you’re tired with stuffs and just want to ease something. You strum and afterward, you’ll just realize you’ve made a song. lol.
I’m exited for the new theme. I can tell its gonna be awesome like this one. 😉
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I read your blogs, but I’m Tess of Not Commenting, so sometimes it seems like I’m not. 😉
First off, I’m sorry you were feeling the way you were, and I’m glad you’re feeling a lot better now. I’ll have to agree with Hannah and say the guitar helped you (if possible) because old-time hobbies tend to do that to a lot of people. 😀 I know how to play one tune on my guitar, so kudos to you for at least knowing how to play a couple of songs!
And yay for books! I haven’t had some in a while, but I do know how it feels to have them, they can cheer you up and broaden your horizons, indeed! You will also have to tell me how Breaking Dawn was; I got a lot of tidbits from Michelle, but I want to know what you think about it all.
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I do that sometimes, I feel like a great big weight has suddenly jumped out at me – I can get very depressed, for a 13 year old =]
I will try that with the guitar, though I have never just sang lyrics while randomly strumming, adding e few chords and whatnot. I’ll will – because I have never found a way to relax myself. Not sleeping, face-mask(ing), and not writing [though I love it VERY much!].
Hope things turn out well for you, and I wish you the best of luck with life.
Ignore that cheesy line above this, I’m having a “grandmother” moment….lmfao.
Yay my first comment here! I started reading your blog since I discovered it, but I never had time/inspiration to write something. 😛
I’m glad you’re feeling better, it’s amazing how simple and small things can make us better! 😀 I’m more into singing and photography (maybe because I never learned to play guitar…), I feel really relaxed doing it, even though I’m far from professional on any of them!
I hope your other books arrive soon, I know how it’s like waiting for them! When I bought the Twilight saga, the first thing I would do when I got home was to go right into my room see if there was any packages lol!
I love the current theme, but I’m sure the new one will be equally amazing, can’t wait to see it! 🙂
Hi there I’m from Mexico and I feel a little identified with this entry :), really sometimes the things work better than you can imagine out. This has been a great month, a lot of things have happenned to me some of them really fantastic, some sad 🙁 ; any way I’d like to share one piece of my mind:
There’re some times where the people has to take a decision… not any decision but a transcendental decision.
I would like to find something to seize this life: confort, convenience, love, stability, friendship… sometimes it’s all… sometimes it’s nothing
I would like to find a justification… lo live my life in this way… finding some confort in those things some time I found vain, empty…
The reality is every day, some part of us dies… to grow up? to adapt this system?… Nobody knows…..