Well what can I really say, it has been just about thirteen days that I have gone without the much adored internet connection and comfort of my own computer, and I feel rather distant from the world. I think due to the fact that THE BOOK will be coming out very soon I was really looking forward to the hype and buzz that I can create with my friends I adored.
It is quite amazing to think that in the last three to five years this could possible be the longest time I have gone without a computer and I have coped reasonably well. But I would indeed be lying if I did not say I missed my domains, my emails (even the ones filled with spam), my fanlistings, my affiliates and those sites I visited all the time, the people I sometimes had arguments with (yes it was sometimes very entertaining), But most of all the people that I have longed to speak with again have been my dear Internet Buddies.
I talk to these wonderful people everyday and they become a part of your world, they make you laugh and smile and snort food and drink all over your monitor, they share your obsessions and cope with the ones they don?t like *coughSiriuscough* and most of all understand you. For some I have been able to call or stalk them via the telephoning line and others around the world I have not. It is quite amazing how sad it can make you to not have this connection with the people you admire, so I long for my return back into civilization.
For the barbaric time I have limited myself to sleeping, School work and writing Fan fiction. Out of the three the only one I have really mastered would have to be the art of sleeping. But I did leave the house on one occasion and managed to buy some hawt Harry Potter items. Some stamps, loads of stickers, a weird card game, a big sorting hat bag that looks like a witches hat and will sit on your head if you hold very still. I did also buy a Chamber of Secrets writing set and I couldn?t help but smile. I walked around every isle in Kmart looking for items that would spark my interest and found several so it made my week :P.
I seen on TV some news about Harry Potter and tears welled in my eyes, I think I am loosing touch with sanity but what type of world would I live in, one with sanity is a world that lacks imagination and is careless, every person must contain enough insanity to be unique. As crazy as it sounds there is still room in a society of clones to be unique, it?s how you look through your eye to interoperate it.
My heart does go out to all those affected by the horrible attacks on London, it?s so horrific to think that people value lives to such a degree that they can be lost and just become numbers. We cannot just let terrorists run our lives and have fear controlling us, we have the right to be free both in spirit and in life. How can any person have the right to say they say be condemned to live in fear forever controlled by a ruler ship before them, it is a military playground burnt in a midday sun.
Finally I have to say if anyone did notice I was gone I hope everything has been well for you all. That happiness has filled your life and sadness has not probed its way into your hearts. If we can keep our heads up and dream for what may come of tomorrow we will not ever have to give into the darkened sorrow that tries to capture us. Love and Blessings to all.