It is so weird how I think my small problems are so important, I know yes to me they are and shouldn’t think they are stupid but I got a reality check today. What would I do if I was pregnant at 17? It would be something I would find so hard to cope with. It would change your life in so many ways, but I am not against abortion sometimes it is the best thing that can happen. For a child to grow up in a family with no money and no food, to live with possible abuse is not a life to be lived at all. Please do not worry I am not having a child. For my close friends I can all tell you what happend, just not here publically. I needed to get that out.
I am not getting broadband now, it’s quite sad but they would rip us off and it would cost to much. $90AUD a month and with only 500mb of download that is not worth it at all. Who wants superfast satellite when you can’t really download anything? But on the plus site I will be getting a reseller instead (: so it all works out and I can live with dialup. Its not THAT bad.
Well that is all for now, I love some of you guys you keep me with it *hugs*