Growing Up

19 years

G’day everyone, I don’t know what it is laterly but I feel the need to write these blogs that actually have a meaning and when I write them I actually feel like I have accomplised something. If I was a sim I probably would have gained one logic point.

I am 18 years old, officially an Adult. I now am allowed to drink, go to pubs. By my own cigerettes and many other various things. But I don’t feel like an adult at all, I still feel caught in the world of being a child of being chidish and not knowing the worlds posibitlies in a way.

I am a rather shy person in the way of certain interaction with other people. In truth I do love it and once I find my groove like nothing more than to steal the spot light. But I lack this ability to try and live the normalities of life. For instance going and paying for something, going to a doctor by myself or even trying to book my own hair apointment. I don’t know how alike to other people this is, but it’s one of my own weaknesses. Perhaps it comes from the Small town that I live in and not being able to converse with real people alot, but I can say it does grow each time I go somewhere.

I would also like to say that I respect alot of the people that I know on the net. Many person I have grown a very fond bond with. I would hope they all know who they are and if not then as a friend I would be sadend.

Thank you to everyone that reads this, may smiles be always on your face and gold in your heart.

13 Responses

  1. It’s great that you wanna blog so often, it gives people like me something to read :)Don’t be so hard on yourself, life was created for your amusment πŸ™‚

  2. Kyas,

    Im soo sorry I haven’t commented/talked to you, in forever. I feel so bad right now. Cause Im like, ignoring soo many people who consider me a friend, and who I consider friends. But I don’t know how you would still be my friend, because I haven’t talked to you in forever. And I haven’t commented, gawd, right now I feel like a very bad friend.

    Anyways. onto your blog. I sorta feel the same way about things, I can’t like, do things on my own…all except spend money, I’ve always been good at that;) Who knows, maybe you’ll grow out of it, I hope I’ll be able to.

    Loves you Muchos, and don’t you ever forget that!!:D

  3. Hey Kya πŸ™‚ I sort of feel the same way. I’m only 15 though, lol. I feel as if I couldnt do things on my own, and it really sucks. But I’m sure you’ll grow out of it. I guess it’s something that happens to everyone, especially when they’re considered officially adults. I don’t think you should worry about that. It will go away πŸ˜‰

  4. It’s cool you?re writing meaningful blogs from the heart. You made me laugh with your Sims comment. πŸ˜› You probably would have though! πŸ˜€ I can actually relate to you. I?m pretty afraid of doing things on my own too, and I?m the same age as you are. I guess I sort of panic and don?t know what to say/ how to react, but I?ve pretty much been like that my whole life. I still think of you as a good person. πŸ™‚ I think with time you?ll get better. I know I have. Not everyone can do just anything. Everyone has their weaknesses. It sounds like it just takes you time, and that?s fine. Everyone reacts differently in situations, you?re just being human.

  5. Awwr your blogs are just so meaningful and lovely. So great. I know what you mean sometimes. I am shy also and some thing are so hard to do like speaking up in a crowd or making my place you know? Even defending myself can be difficult. I guess we will soon outgrow those ways. Well I am hoping.

    Over here 21 is like you are an official adult. Because you are legal EVERYWHERE. To me turning 20 means you are out of your teenage years and you are an adult. That is just me though.

    Anyways, I look forward to your lovely posts. You are a very great friend of mine and I am truely thankful to have been able to meet someone with a heart such as yours.

  6. I am 18 too! But im still not old enough to go to pubs and buy ciggarettes! I dont need any of those anyways! Its not my thing anymore. I feel that ive had my fun, and its time to start settling down and thinking of what I want in life and where I want to go. if you know what I mean. I do feel like im still a little child sometimes. I feel like i need someone to do everything for me…. :(::

  7. These days, I have a feeling of being limited as to what I can say on my blog, in fears someone I know offline will find their way to it and read it anonymously. Something I fear greatly. So I’m not very open when it comes to feelings, lately. But you can open up, and that’s good.

    Here, you would have to be twenty-one to drink and that crap. Hopefully I will never drink or smoke or anything at all. In any case, it isn’t a bad thing being independent or not feeling like you are really an adult. It takes time getting used to, I’m sure. Enjoy life as it is now; no need to rush anything whatsoever.

  8. I know what you mean. I’m 17 and when I was younger I always thought that when I was 17-18 I would be all grown up and I would have everything sorted out, but it seens like I’m getting more and more confused, so… And I’m almost even more childish now than I was when I was a kid. That’s kinda weird…

    Anyway. You have a great site and the layout is gorgeous.

    Take care! Hugs

  9. Dearest Kya. πŸ™‚ When you are 18, you get the title that, yes, you are officially an adult. But are our feelings really just as mature inside? Sometimes the title can fool us I guess. Remember, us fellow Britter lovers must stick together in life! πŸ˜‰ :heart:

  10. It must be strange to be 18. I would be scared. I’m just 16 and thats hard enough! It is cool that you are an adult now, but not cool is some ways. Good luck, lol. :cute:

  11. I love your layout! it’s so dark and mysterious and looks great with all the colours πŸ™‚ and the smilies are so cute!!! :yummy: :blush: πŸ˜› πŸ˜‰ πŸ˜€ yeh sorry lol. Awesome site! take care :left:

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