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Hey I want to say sorry for the last post I was in a really bad mood and I found out one of my dearest net friends mother had died and it just sent me right off. I need to get myself together have been being a real fool laterly and it’s stuff like that, that makes you loose your friends so I really have to wake up. I want to thank Kate very much for being so wonderful and kind your a true beauty and to Yimin and kat and of course Rain.

I just feel so jumbled at the moment. I don’t feel like i’m being the real me. I know that feeling comes to alot of people but I don’t wont to sound like this winy emo chick, I just want to be myself and not live like I am forcing myself. I am a creative person and I want to be able to exspress myself but the last time I wrote poems was at the start of the year. I need to wake up and smell the sunshine because when i’m unhappy it puts me out of line. I know I also really need sleep for the past four years it’s been waking up at 3pm and going to bed at 3, 4 sometimes even 7am. It’s just not right.

On one exciting note I have been approved for the Goyle, and fudge fanlistings from Harry potter and the Buddy Cole character from the gift I love them and hope to do them justice.

I will leave with this last message.

Somtimes to find yourself you must look into the mirror not into the screen.

Love and blessings.

This post is 14 years years old. Please, read this content keeping its age in mind.I need a brake from the net it’s driving me

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This post is 14 years years old. Please, read this content keeping its age in mind.I was going to update with something interesting but nevermind