Hey I want to say sorry for the last post I was in a really bad mood and I found out one of my dearest net friends mother had died and it just sent me right off. I need to get myself together have been being a real fool laterly and it’s stuff like that, that makes you loose your friends so I really have to wake up. I want to thank Kate very much for being so wonderful and kind your a true beauty and to Yimin and kat and of course Rain.
I just feel so jumbled at the moment. I don’t feel like i’m being the real me. I know that feeling comes to alot of people but I don’t wont to sound like this winy emo chick, I just want to be myself and not live like I am forcing myself. I am a creative person and I want to be able to exspress myself but the last time I wrote poems was at the start of the year. I need to wake up and smell the sunshine because when i’m unhappy it puts me out of line. I know I also really need sleep for the past four years it’s been waking up at 3pm and going to bed at 3, 4 sometimes even 7am. It’s just not right.
On one exciting note I have been approved for the Goyle, and fudge fanlistings from Harry potter and the Buddy Cole character from the gift I love them and hope to do them justice.
I will leave with this last message.
Somtimes to find yourself you must look into the mirror not into the screen.
Love and blessings.