‘I don”t really know what to blog, but I feel like I want to. I am so confussed and upset and angry at the moment. Life is sending bullets when it should be sending roses. My Grandfarther seems to have had a stroke and I am finding it so hard to deal with. I love him so much and to see him so sick and to come close to loosing someone makes you extend into this feeling of the outerreaches of the soul. What are you supposed to do, how do you stop the worry, it”s neally impossible.
So many things these past two years and even further have happend that it comes to a point and you think, how the hell do you deal with this. How do you carry on. I have mum and she has me, I have to be everything for her because she is that for me. We have had deaths, and horrible things happen all the time and I am so sick of it.
Only ten days ago my uncle broke his leg really bad and he was in hospital, so many things just keep pileing onto each other. It”s shaken me and I”m not going to try to pretend to be anyone.
I really can”t comment on peoples sites at the moment, when I can I will. My mind is just not right at the moment. Bye